Oh, I can’t believe myself. I stuck around just long enough to care.
Oh, I fucking hate myself. I hate you too, and I hope you’re well aware.
(Source: dissipates, via paveparadise)
"I’m just dying to say, “Hey, do you ever feel like jumping off a bridge?” or “Do you feel an emptiness inside your chest at night that is going to swallow you?” But you can’t say that at a cocktail party."
Paul Gilmartin (via floralandlace)
(Source: alibis-not-needed-anymore, via deadwhalesontreebranches)
You are deeply implanted into my soul. No amount of alcohol or denying the fact will change the pressure in my chest when I see you, the cancerous venom that seeps into my blood stream by your ability to affect me.
I need to know the truth before I lose my head completely.
You violent man!
"When you enter a forest, deep into a forest, and walk under very tall trees, you realize how overpowering nature is. It has a spirituality that draws you into it. It is also a place where you can escape and create your own reality. For an adult, it has the power of bringing your instincts out. You have to be aware of what’s happening around you, your instincts are turned on, and human nature comes out."
Mona Kuhn (via considerthishippie)
(Source: mattrahner, via cosmic-creeper)
"While I can’t have you, I long for you. I am the kind of person who would miss a train or a plane to meet you for coffee. I’d take a taxi across town to see you for ten minutes. I’d wait outside all night if I thought you would open the door in the morning. If you call me and say ‘Will you…’ my answer is ‘Yes’, before your sentence is out. I spin worlds where we could be together. I dream you. For me, imagination and desire are very close."
Jeanette Winterson (via wordsthat-speak)
Umm yeah this
(via the-little-sub-girl)
(via mansonslittlegirll666)
Charlotte, it's not even me (your regular, adoring anon) asking if you're single, but anyone would be lucky to date your beautiful, creative self. Just sayin'. You are incredible, you just need to start believing it.
Okay.
Keep busy, keep those shades up so the sunlight doesn’t judge your darkness, the way your heart isn’t bold enough to commit.
Keep those fingernails clean.
How fucking awful it is to survive when death is so close. So easily accomplished… Keep those coffee mugs in the sink, remember…
Remember to clean them, they will pile up, do not allow them to notice the way you make coffee so it seems that is the reason you do not sleep.
How tired you are, Keep busy.
The stove needs cleaning, the oven, the goddamn windows. Keep going, do not stop for a moment.
He doesn’t want you. Remind yourself that, Remind yourself that being alone is easier,
Keep busy or you’ll notice the way your fingers shake, how your bones are withering away.
Keep busy, don’t push.
You’re busy. The house needs cleaning. There is dust in your skull. You need to clean.
The rats need feeding, work, keep busy. Don’t push. Keep busy.
Don’t think of dying, just once keep breathing. The cat needs attention, it won’t judge you. Keep breathing.
The house needs cleaning.
